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I felt sure that once I began teaching I would form a special bond with certain kinds of students. The better students, of course, would find me challenging and understanding. I took it for granted that we would find a connection that would remain strong well beyond our relationship as teacher and student, and that these same students would invite me not only to their weddings and the christening of their children, but to their publishing parties and doctoral defenses. That some, at least, would recall our special relationship in a few brief words when they gave their Nobel prize acceptance speeches. Simple naivete would explain this belief, up to the time I began teaching. But I maintained this notion for years afterward, always assuming that in the next year or at the next kind of school or college I would find future great American novelists at my office door seeking not just advice but inspiration.

Consistently, however, since probably my first day teaching high school I have found myself in the company of different kinds of students. These have included charming underachievers, the phlegmatic but earnest, heavy metal guitarists, artists without an audience. Students whose parachute didn’t open. Members of unloved religious, sexual, or racial minorities who were trying to both fit in and bring down the “man.” Students who would become fathers before becoming bachelors of art or husbands. Students who would not be inviting me to the Pulitzer award ceremony but who might need someone to see the principal on their behalf. Or to stand bail for them. Students who would not be taking the straight and narrow or any other known road after graduation, and whose lives after school often contained more than a fair share of emotional car wrecks. They have had in common, I think, a greater than ordinary struggle to find a moral universe to live in, have had to work more than others to overcome the brokenness in their lives. And while it is strange that I continually find these students interesting and appealing, it is beyond strange or any other adjective of the bizarre that they find themselves drawn irresistibly to me.

And, just as in the United States, so in Crna Gora. In fact, three students whose descriptions you can find above volunteered to take me to church last Sunday. I’d made the request to my classes during the first couple of weeks for someone to take up the white Montenegrin’s burden and become my guide through a Serbian Orthodox service. Just before the trip to Belgrade a student made the offer to do it, and we set it up for the Sunday after the Sarajevo trip.

It turned out that I needn’t have set aside a Sunday for this. According to Dragan, who made the original offer, the same service is offered at the local church every day, at 8 A.M. and 6 P.M. Apparently there is a special service on Sunday for communion, but it was probably as well that we didn’t try for that. Instead, we went to a church service that forms part of the daily routine of the Serbian Orthodox Church, a service intended to establish ritual in the lives of its communicants.

As indicated, Ruth and I had not only Dragan but also Ranko and Alexander as escorts. I don’t intend to characterize all of them, but Alexander turned out to be the most knowledgeable about the Serbian church and provided some excellent insights and advice during our time at Sv. Vasily Ostrokh. “It is traditional,” he told us, “that when you leave you walk backward for a few steps. It is not required for you. But it is traditional.” Alexander proved a surprising guide for this pilgrim’s progress. Of the three he looks like the one who most likely knows and appreciates the work of Judas Priest. In fact, he is a musician in what he describes as a “death metal” band, “but the music is very harmonious, very emotionally satisfying.” I keep asking for a CD.

As I’ve written before, church buildings elicit religious ritual here. Each of the students crossed himself repeatedly as we entered. The church is fairly compact and plain, but with several icons in special positions around the church (in the center, near the pillars, near the altar). Each worshiper, upon entering, kneeled and crossed him or her self before the icon of Sv. Vasily and then kissed the icon (I wasn’t doing any kissing last Sunday). In fact, the more usual ritual was for the worshiper to bow and cross three times, kiss the icon and leave some change on the icon, and then repeat that at each of the featured icons. Bowing, in this instance, meant reaching the right hand to the floor, or at least making a good faith effort. And the crossings are the full-body practice of the Orthodox. Rather than the more cerebral forehead-scapula- left-right cross of the West, the Orthodox go forehead to stomach, then right then left.

About forty people gathered for this service, and in spite of what I’d been led to expect by Dragan and others who talked about the Montenegrin faithful, the group was not old. In fact, I was probably well above the average age, with young adults making up the majority of attendees.

Some chairs lined the walls, but most of us stood behind a line that would have divided the church in half. The priest and the cantors stood on the other side, nearer the altar. The altar was more of a marble wall, also covered in images, with doors on either side and in the center. During the service the priest went behind the wall more than once, and also left open the central door for a few minutes so that we could all see an altar behind the altar where, I suppose, the elements of communion sit during a communion service.

The service began when the chanting began. Chanting continued, then, for the entire service. Five cantors took turns with most of the chant, the song going from one to the next without a break, and then sometimes shifting to the priest. The priest moved around quite a bit. As I’ve mentioned, he went behind the altar more than once. Just after one of his disappearances I heard the ringing of bells, like sleigh bells, and he reemerged with a censor. He shook it continually, keeping the jingle bells going as he went around the church spreading the incense (the good kind, not the stuff that makes you gag) and covered all the worshipers with it.

With the other worshipers, we stood silently. Those who were real Serbian Orthodox crossed themselves many times, apparently on a recognizable cue. No one called for “Stand Up, Stand Up For Jesus” although it would have been appropriate in the circumstances. Nothing else was required except that at some point everyone went down on knees, then hands and knees, and then kissed the ground. ( I didn’t want to make myself conspicuous, so I bowed, but as I’ve said, I wasn’t doing any kissing that day.) We did this seven times. I think this is the practice known as the kowtow, a show of obeisance that the Russians took from the Mongols. I’ve never seen anything like it. Turns out, neither had Alexander, Dragan, or Ranko. And next day in class they checked this with Ana, who also worships somewhat regularly, and she had never seen it, either.

Then, abruptly, the chanting ended. I thought perhaps it was time for communicants to go forward and accept Jesus as their savior or take communion or something, but Alexander turned to me and said, “We can go now.” Following his lead, we turned toward the altar at the doorway and gave shallow bows as we went out.

Comments

An elegantly written entry on the student-teacher-god nexus. Great entry, John! Sounds like you're really bonding well with the students there and finding many cultural crossroads. -- Mike A.

Hi Mike. I was afraid the comment might be from a former student claiming that s/he didn't fit into any of those categories and in fact now has resceinded my invitation to Oslo.

Do you recall how to kick a hackey sack? Believe it or not, when you joined us for a few trys @ SHU is when I was most impressed; not because you wanted to learn how to hack, but because you wanted to participate. This has always been your strength for as long as I can remember. Not to polish any apples, but your above and beyond reaching out to students is and has been what distiguishes you from others. Your interest in the students is what bridges the gap between prof and student. I would hang on to that notion of future invitations, do what you do, they will come.

Hi!I'm one of those students you mentioned in one of your stories like "non-existing":)) because of not doing my homework and test:).
I believe you find our church very strange,because of our religious customs.I read you visited St.Vasily's church.It is more than religious place for us.Some miracles happened there,and i believe sasha said all about it.if he didn't,i'll have a serious fight with him.:))i also hope that he showed you some places where those miracles happened.so if you need some more information about it,i'll tell you,because my family's origin is from village near Ostrog(couple km before the church),so i'm familiar with most things about it:))

Hi, these days not many professors worry and think about student problems. I can not remember when I was studying, that any Montenegrin professor wanted to be in students company after classes. I am quite surprised with Jelena’s comment, because I could not find anything disrespectful about the church and processes that John described so well. Jelena, with all due respect, it is not John’s fault for ‘waiting in line for 12 hours for a piece of soap and not having enough bread for a day.’ I found so many things than John wrote about quite interesting and it is always good to hear the impressions of a person visiting Montenegro.

I'm going to have to agree with Momir here. Somehow, I have managed to consistently travel and move all my life, and the line that separates home from a foreign country is the "otherness" found there. That doesn't necessarily mean that everything that is different is bad. All it means is that there's a new way of looking at an old style of living. That's probably what you've found here in the States too, Jelena.

John's comments are hardly derogatory or insulting. I think he just highlighted the struggle every student has to put up with to carve a corner for himself, regardless of the geographical location.

John, I enjoy reading your entries - the way you change your tone, find details, search for an authentic experience. Have you thought of making a book out of it? It would be an interesting reading for a Montenegrin reader, too.

And, Jelena: you know the saying, don't blame the mirror... Just relax, and you will notice that CG has become a home for John. Apart from all the nice things he is doing on our university, he will take some of our "duh" (I prefer "dusa") with him. We should be thankful for having him here.

oh,it is misunderstood,mr.Spurlock has just updated his impressions about that trip in church,and,luv is a verb,it wasn't ostrog but our local church in niksic.this is not necessary to fight with me couse i said as more as i could and know,it meens - from candlemasses to the altar.anyway his first comentary after service was:"oh,so strange,and so...so different".
i find no fault with him.
i'll write more soon

Aleksandar

sasha my luv:))it would be the sweatest fight u ever had:)
anyway,i thought it was ostrog:))
sorry,my mistake:)

ur truly friend:p
Tina

you should ask first,my precious
anyway i'd like to try out that war you're offering.it seems so softly
i'll be waiting for you in my dark chambers
forever yours and more,Aryan...

u know i like having wars with u:p
i'm atracted to ur darkness,wait for me there:)
jubac

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