January 14, 2004

So what now?

How can one be sorry, yet not sorry? Its simple, im not sorry for what i say, only the reactions people may have to it.

I speak my mind, im bluntly honest, open and understanding. I guess one may say I am difficult, but hey, if thats what you want to call me...than feel free. Really, I don't care what you call me because what you think of me is none of my business, but anyways, thats not the point of this entry, the point of this entry is...yeah, i guess momentarily i did mess up. I mean, who doesn't but yet, when don't I? I guess though, i didn't, i mean, i messed things up, but i did't mess up, unless being honest is messing up? Put it this way, things got messed up because of my honesty. So it really wasn't my honesty that was the problem, it was just the way it was interpreted, because it was interpreted as something that i didn't intend? I want to know why it all makes so much sense in my head, but yet, on paper its so much worse than it really is, so much more of a mess. I don't know, but once again, im off to bed. Good night world

Posted by Lori Rupert at January 14, 2004 12:49 AM
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