October 14, 2004

The Win and Loose of Life:

Throughout my existance i've always belived myself to be the kind of person that always seems to sit, watch and plan what the world and 'destiny' has in store for us. I always thought that whether my future included a publisher prize for literature or a million dollars in the lottery or fear factor swepstakes instead of me looking for it, the logical answer that stood in my head was that fate would somehow make it happen for me along the way.

The truth is that when it comes right down to it, i must admit i tend to be a little bit of a control freak when it comes to my planning. Whenever i think there is a situation ahead that may unfold in my favor i emidiatelly raise my hopes up and do everything startegicly planned for it to work on my favor one way or the other. Of course life and its cruel teachings have told me that its not always like that, you may plan something ahead, you might see it, but the factors may shift or turn.

Fate takes you i believe so far, it can only do so much to affect us human beings and our umpredicatble patterns. It takes a miniscule role in our decitions, it yeas, perhaps points us to our paths and then its up to us to decide to take helm upon a situation. Life and its umpreditability is what makes the world beautiful, the not knowing, the not guessing, the waking up one morning finding yourself stressing and running because your alarm clock failed and you where laid to class, the constant rush of an overseen situation, the blushing rush your cheeks make when your walking down the steps in prom night and you trip. Those are the moments that really remember us that we are here and alive and if that's the prize i have to pay for loosing sometimes, well then leat it be. because i wouldn;t trade on that for the world...

Posted by MisheilaPellot at October 14, 2004 5:16 AM

You should read "Fate" by Ralph Waldo Emerson, if you haven't already. :c)

Posted by: Moira at October 14, 2004 9:37 AM
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